cry over spilt milk

EID MUBARAK
taqabbal allah minna wa minkum...

ramadhan had just passed five days ago..
may us meet ramadhan again next year..
actually...
for me..
I not really satisfied with myself in this ramadhan..
I've been so neglectful..
playful...
careless..
in my:
ibadah
fasting
quran
solah
studies
in this ramadhan
I'm very worried...
would it going to be accept by Allah..
and how about the taqwa..?
if I can turn the time back...
but I've no power..
I'm very sad right now..
but it useless for me to cry over split milk...
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what can I do now...
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patient..
its not to late to change
until the last breath
so..
keep moving forward!
refresh your faith and intention of life...
start back your war with book and exam..
a lot of pray...
He is the only hope...

إِيَّاك نَعْبُدُ وإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِين
to you we worship and to you we turn to in help

the only place to ask for help

what type of death do you want?

always pray to get in husnul qatimah

From those around I hear a Cry,

A muffled sob,
a Hopeless sigh,
I hear their footsteps leaving slow,
And then I know my soul must Fly!
A chilly wind begins to blow,
Within my soul, from Head to Toe,
And then,
Last Breath escapes my lips,
It's Time to leave.
And I must Go!
So, it is True (But it's too Late)
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body's core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate.
Oh mark the words that I do say,

Who knows? Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Come on my brothers let us pray
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see!
My eyes are Blind! Am I still Me
Or has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a Priceless Fee
Alas to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoice, while others burn,
If only I knew that before
The line grew short, and came my Turn!
And now, as beneath the sod
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing I cry worse,
For, they go home, I face my God!
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows, Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let's pray
Decide which now, do not delay ....
yesterday we saw people died..
but tomorrow...?

" An intelligent person is a person who always remembers death"