bukan semudah itu..

mode exam....

rasa macam dah usaha yang termampu...

tp bila dh mula menjawab soalan....

bila dah habis presentation dan oral...

tertanya-tanya dan teragak-agak...

berapa lah aku dapat..

rasa macam tak seberapa je yang aku jawab tadi...

nak buat lain..

tapi jawab lan..

otak kata lain,tangan dan mulut buat lain...

aku dah buat yang terbaik ke?

terngiang-ngiang balik soalan yang telah dijawab...

kandang-kadang...

sampai pening kepala dibuatkannya...

it easy to say:

do the best and Allah will take care the rest..

but...

when we put our situation in the condition...

is not easy for you to the best...

is not easy to get satisfied...

still feel uncomfortable...

so I make my own conclusion..

when you tried to do and perform the best..

but it not happened as you wish or no achieve the standard that you want..

but you have done it..

so,that had became a past for you..

so just keeeeeeppppp believeeee in your self that...

you do not know what will happened in the future.....

maybe the good future for your is starting from the bad past of you...

just think about it...

you still have the chance...

unless Allah has calling you...

keep praying for His mercy....

~try to comfort myself ~

~changes need process~